suprise giftss

i was sitting one day and feeling dejected. you know how empty mind works!! it makes you feel all the ridiculous things on earth..a moment when u start retrospecting and introspecting your life.lot of analysis makes you wonder, have i ever made anyone feel special ?,do you really matter in anyones life,? what the hell i have been doing all this while dude? who are the people you really want or rather who really wants you in their life? hahaah..life is strange no matter how much i claim i have become independent i am still so dependent on others .its when i get a suprise gift...wolaaaa. who thought of me, who took out time for me..yes yes their are few people to whom i really matter..shit i was so wrong about myself.thats when i stop introspecting and retrospecting and carry on my life waiting for another suprise gift to pep me up. and yes even i sent a suprise gift too to few of my friends who really matter to me. life is beautiful...and we will never know when our suprises can bring about magic and spark on others life. enoy.....