a wish.........

wish i was a kid again....
wish i never grew up....
wish i was just a little baby laughing in my mother's lap
wish i never grew up to know what love and lust were....
wish the love i knew was only the love which wud last forever...
wish i could never know what pain of the broken heart was...
wish i knew only the pain of falling down while learning how to walk..
wish....my only wish...to be kid again gets true because i dont wish to grow up again and know the truth......

jagooo grahak jagooo

onion...now days people are more curious to know the price per kg of onion that the price of gold ,silver or for that matter the stock prices. one of the contributory factors for the hike in the price of onion be the inflating inflation rate. but that argument can be subdued when we compare the price of maruti 800 or tv set for that matter years back from now..!!! why there is hike in only food products just like the rigged mumbai taxi meter? seeing the last year trend of the scam like 2G scam, Ardash society scam, Common Weath Scam which made literally made fun of the common man it seemed that every friday a new movie was realeasing with new stars like A.Raja, Chavan,Kalmandi respectively. no doubt the price of onion is going to be a mega block buster of 2011. In this high profile ghapla going on we the common men and the women have been nicely sidelined. The Indian kitchen which relishes every gravy with onion and every chat shop which sprinkles chopped onions for the perfect taste is becoming miser enough to live the luxory. It will be a difficult task for an average middle class family to chop onion into 3 parts for 3 meal per day..A bureaucrate or an "informed politician' can exploit the common man by using the words like "supply chain efficiencies", "agricultural reforms", "storage problems and distribution" bla bla...now lets not get into that! But the bottom line is whether the sky rocketing price of onion is going to come down or stay in the sky! Had 3 idiots been released now, Raju Rastogi's mom would have said.."kuch dino main toh ONION, sonar ke dukan main theliyio main bikkenge" hmmmmm Jago Grahak Jagooo...Subha hogayi Mamu

who knows what the future has for us....

i did a gr8 job today..just like jab we met scene, i burnt pages of my personal diary in which i had written about someone spl few year back. i enjoyed the heat because its cold here in delhi..laughing with my gr8 buddy!!. after sometime i realised who really knows what will happen with us in the future!! kal kisne dekha hai. people for whom we fight or with whom we fight might not be there. love for which we go crazy and think we cant live without are the people whom we really want to live without. years back when i was writing those pages of the diary i never thought i will be burning them one day. the passion with which i wrote and what i wrote turned into ashes!!! but to reach this point i have also gone through enough of hardship. But finally we overcome everything...the good and the bad. the moment events happen we pray the people and events stay forever(only if we are happy) and feel depressed and go through emotional hardship when things dont turn the way we want. so is it not true that nothing lasts forever...nothing is permanent neither the good nor the bad. but the main thing is how do we realise it while the event is going on?...knowing that we really do not knw what the future is we strive to make the future according to us. but all in vain...things at times never happen the way we want them to happen..atleast relationships. so i collect the ashes of the burnt pages and wonder -finally the energy we spent in building relationship we really never know how long it will last...one day everything is about to change. some understand it through rough road and some sail through and after i burnt those pages i realised i have sailed though.

suprise giftss

i was sitting one day and feeling dejected. you know how empty mind works!! it makes you feel all the ridiculous things on earth..a moment when u start retrospecting and introspecting your life.lot of analysis makes you wonder, have i ever made anyone feel special ?,do you really matter in anyones life,? what the hell i have been doing all this while dude? who are the people you really want or rather who really wants you in their life? hahaah..life is strange no matter how much i claim i have become independent i am still so dependent on others .its when i get a suprise gift...wolaaaa. who thought of me, who took out time for me..yes yes their are few people to whom i really matter..shit i was so wrong about myself.thats when i stop introspecting and retrospecting and carry on my life waiting for another suprise gift to pep me up. and yes even i sent a suprise gift too to few of my friends who really matter to me. life is beautiful...and we will never know when our suprises can bring about magic and spark on others life. enoy.....

why we need that special person....

its my first blog...and the reason is a special person who made me realise that i should go for it. Its this situation which made me share my feeling as to "why do we need special people in our life?". our life is simple we eat, sleep,work,get married and try fulfilling all the societal needs. but when it come to discovery our own interest we usaully take a back seat. the reasons is , we as human being want to be pampered and motivated. we need people with whom we can relate to be present and who remind us what is good in us...life runs in a superfast way..like the super jets. everyone is running for something or the other..the self seems so lost and in this super fast life if someone else takes out time to bring about change in ur life aha the moment is wonderful. its then when we feel life is worth living. we should find out such people in our life who help to fuel our life's engine and also realise that we are the fuel of someelse life. we will get all what we need ..all the fame..all the name...all the money..all of everything but if we do not have the special people it wont be worth living the gains.. so i dedicate this note to my special friend.thankyou.